Monday, January 29, 2007
1/29/2007 08:17:00 PM
i dunno wad's wrong wif me...
i can't control myself...my
emotions...is like so not me...
having to be in tis state for so
long and still have not recovered
from wad he had said...i feel so
stupid...juz because of tt one
word he said...really makes me
feel so like wad he said...
and todae i even found out tt
i'm a person wif no confidence
in myself...i knew wad i was
going to say...i knew wad
actions i was going to do...
but when it came to my turn
i couldn't make myself to do
it...i have to pause for awhile
to tell myself to do it...even
my friends helped...in the end
i screwed it all up...
should i face it?!?...was wad
he said really true?!?