happy valentines day everyone...
todae was not too bad...but quite
surprised...

cause usually i will switch off my
phone before i go to bed...when i
reach sch then i switch it bck on..
so todae when i reach sch...i switch
on my phone and i received one msg
from G(not going to reveal his name)
it was send at 12 midnight wishing me
a HVD...i was so shocked/surprised lor...
(dunno y lor) normally is marcus who is
the first one...it after read erm was like
happy lor...

then received chocolate from aurea and ivy
marcus came to my house and gave me VD
chocolate...not going to be rude so i let him in
(cause he ask me out but i rejected...got
common test ma) we chat a little here and
there...

gave some chocolate to my friends as well
and tis year so special lor...i first time
received jelly on VD...so unespected lor...
and is our dear friend li fang who bought
it(she bought those instead of chocolates
for some reason)...

tis year's de VD very special lor...
in any case i love all the chocolate
and JELLY very much! thanks guys...

yestdae was very upset lor
dun feel so happy when i went
to sch...

then during d&t i felt
like crying(dun y i like to cry
so much nowadays)...straight
after d&t class...i walked as
fast as i can to bio lab...then
sci class mr lim suddenly ask
me to follow him outside...he
ask wad happened to me tis
two weeks...then start talking
to me saying if something wrong
must say it out...dun keep inside
...then after two sentence...i started
to cry...

then he called li fang out
(cause li fang is like my sis) then
mr lim continue wad he wad to
say...not long li fang started to cry
as well...we ask mr lim to let us go
to the washroom...came bck...i
told him wad happened...but i only
told him part of it...as i didn't felt like
talking abt it...

yes...he was rite...i was
like a balloon...water was added in
till it was going to blow...not long...
someone came wif a needle...he
injected the needle in...but it didn't
blow up...water slowly leak out of the
balloon...then someone else came wif
a piece of sticky tape and paste it on
the leaking spot...now i dunno if there
is going to be more water coming my
way when i aready filled up so much...

All alone on the beach in the
middle of the night, i'm facing
huge black waves. My insides
vibrate at their thunder. Even
a ten-year-old knows better
than to be standing here.

The soles of my feet are rock
bruised from the cottage drive-
way that leads down to the dunes,
through the sea grass, and finally
to the shore.

Wind blows in my face and whips
my nightgown, it tries to hide, but
clouds cluster on its back.

Even though i see it waiting,
something's making me walk through
the flying sand and wind-spun fog...