Monday, October 15, 2007
10/15/2007 05:55:00 PM
say wadever u wan...i dun care...
but i wan to make things clear to u...i DID NOT PRETEND to think tt ur previous was talking abt me...and i'm NOT HELPING ivy to ask anything. did u guys noe how she knew?? she ask me 'wendy, they dun like me ar?? wad i do wrong?? i dunno wad i did but y are they giving me cold shoulders??' i juz can't stand u guys toturing her wif ur cold shoulders. tt felt terrrible do u noe??
next, i'm also definitely NOT ACTING innocent.i lied tt i nvr talk to her is because it felt terrible to not letting her noe wad u guys think of her...u guys didn't even care to talk to her abt it...do u think is fair to her?? can u think of ur actions...how u guys have been treating her...
is true tt i did not like u when i first meet u...u were so full of urself bck then...but the first half of the year when we met...but then...my hatred for u was long gone...
another thing...i am NOT ACTING nice. i have always been nice to u guys from the bottom of my heart and it is unconditionally...tt was no act
if u guys really trust me...then y did u guys talked abt tis among urself and leaving me not knowing abt anything...if i was to be able to discus tis matter u guys and voicing out wad i had to say...then things won't turn out to be like tis...
the part when i said i wanted to shake her off was juz to cover up wad my actually thoughts were...and tis is the LAST time i am repeating tis...I DID NOT SAID TT I AM PUTTING ALL THE BLAME ON TO U GUYS! i am partly to blame as well...not letting u guys noe how i felt abt tis incident...
if u guys really have trusted me in the first place...then y did u guys talked abt tis urself and leaving me not knowing abt anything...if i were to be able to discus tis matter u guys and voicing abt wad i had to say...things won't turn out to be like tis
tis is all i have to say...be it u may think i am a hypocrite...be it u may not believe anymore...i have made my stand...u wan me out of the group then so be it...
10/15/2007 10:35:00 AM
dun u guys think is a bit too much?? she dun even no wad she did wrong to deserve all tis treatment from u guys. i pity her sometimes u know? she is has been treated the worst ever since tis group was formed. she has doing the most for the group, supplying us wif sweets and tissues, doing all the job we didn't wan to do isn't it? even if she did something wrong, u guys nvr even bother to tel her wad she did was wrong. u guys didn't gave her a chance to change.
and juz because of tis incident, u guys ignored her. i even thought tt u guys might even kick her out of the group.
if u guys really wan the group to be like before, then find some time to talk abt tis whole issue. if not, then tel it straight in the face tt u guys dun wan her or the both of us in the group.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10/10/2007 11:02:00 PM
konnichiwa~
sorry so long nvr update...
recently juz finish my EOY
exams...
