
Monday, October 15, 2007
10/15/2007 05:55:00 PM
say wadever u wan...i dun care...
but i wan to make things clear to u...i DID NOT PRETEND to think tt ur previous was talking abt me...and i'm NOT HELPING ivy to ask anything. did u guys noe how she knew?? she ask me 'wendy, they dun like me ar?? wad i do wrong?? i dunno wad i did but y are they giving me cold shoulders??' i juz can't stand u guys toturing her wif ur cold shoulders. tt felt terrrible do u noe??
next, i'm also definitely NOT ACTING innocent.i lied tt i nvr talk to her is because it felt terrible to not letting her noe wad u guys think of her...u guys didn't even care to talk to her abt it...do u think is fair to her?? can u think of ur actions...how u guys have been treating her...
is true tt i did not like u when i first meet u...u were so full of urself bck then...but the first half of the year when we met...but then...my hatred for u was long gone...
another thing...i am NOT ACTING nice. i have always been nice to u guys from the bottom of my heart and it is unconditionally...tt was no act
if u guys really trust me...then y did u guys talked abt tis among urself and leaving me not knowing abt anything...if i was to be able to discus tis matter u guys and voicing out wad i had to say...then things won't turn out to be like tis...
the part when i said i wanted to shake her off was juz to cover up wad my actually thoughts were...and tis is the LAST time i am repeating tis...I DID NOT SAID TT I AM PUTTING ALL THE BLAME ON TO U GUYS! i am partly to blame as well...not letting u guys noe how i felt abt tis incident...
if u guys really have trusted me in the first place...then y did u guys talked abt tis urself and leaving me not knowing abt anything...if i were to be able to discus tis matter u guys and voicing abt wad i had to say...things won't turn out to be like tis
tis is all i have to say...be it u may think i am a hypocrite...be it u may not believe anymore...i have made my stand...u wan me out of the group then so be it...